What have you lived for in the past? I think about killing myself just to dave myself and other people from my thoughts. You can just sit or lie down, and then focus on your breathing. I dunno what I wanna do in my life. You sound like a lovely young woman. I recovered by firstly, simply telling my doctor. Get away from anything you can use to hurt yourself. The only thing that I did right was not having children.
Does it have the same strength and will power? And for me, it eventually got worse. I then begin to find pleasure in having these thoughts. So every negative opinion aired about my outfit or my weight or whatever was very much taken to heart. I guess misery loves company because now I feel better. People are there, and they are waiting to meet you.
I have one minuscule increment more of hope on its respective side than despair on the opposing. My dad has controlled my life entirely. Thea Wow… Honestly I found the comments rather depressing. A week, 2 weeks, then a month went by and it seemed as though he hardly texted me. Please take a look at the resources at for allies who can help you by phone, email, text or online chat. I look in the mirror and i know im pretty,smart and independent. And every comment I saw a beautiful heart that is complete opposite of what is going on in the brain.
As far as the lies you told once you come clean to your parents you will feel a lot better. Even these people who made the decision to die find reasons to live again. You do not need to believe everything that you think or feel. The present moment is the only place we can find happiness. I think about killing my loved ones which I never would do and it makes me feel like I need to. Everyone said I was being ridiculous- I finally went to my doctor who instantly told me i was suffering from Generalized Anxiety Disorder and probably ocd thoughts.
My dad describes me to be an empathetic person. Hey guys, I am a 23 year old female and I hv been struggling with anxiety for about 6 years. But finally I am in a place where I no longer withhold my problems if I have any. After that midterm, I think things just went downhill from there. Lying to people with severe depression and anxiety, and taking someone to the hospital their mother died in, when they beg you not to, threatening to hold someone 5 days against their will…. I agree, being suicidal is like a condition that needs to be cured.
Which include stabbing them in the eye, murdering them while they sleep or snapping their necks…. I want truth, love and substance in my life. I have been in a trance just thinking about it every day. Wishing you the best in your recovery! The sense of being an intruder made me to seek isolation. They would cheat on my mom or lose interest in her. Four years now of this with no end in sight, except for the end I bring, if I could just work up the courage.
I walked over to her bed and touched the pillow. Also wondering if the devil is around me when a lot of bad things happen in a row like in that movie Devil. Anything that has the potential to help you lift your spirit. But later on I started performing poorer in my academics. Whatever you are dealing with, can you consider that you still can craft a purpose for yourself in life in the months and years to come, whatever that purpose may be? That day was just the beginning of my hell. Just yesterday they all picked on her, calling her ugly, fat, stupid, tramp, all the names I used to be called.
I always seem to feel better if I get outside. For some reason i always look at the negative side of things. But still,i hope you guys would live a happy live. Just down in the dumps and that is why i googled this and it does make a lot of sense. So far its taken my 20 minutes to type this. On top of that, my brother is a jerk.
So they gave me some meds, and holy shit that changed my life. A big problem, from what you said, is your sense of isolation. I was in a serious car accident several months ago. My baby brother, 38 yrs old committed suicide in May 2018. Biggest piece of advice I can give you is to get help someway, talk to someone or a parent you feel comfortable with. At this point i time i had 2 of my little sisters Sophidia Grace and Andre Renée.